Hello everybody ! It's been a while isn't it ? I wish you're all fine ?
It's been almost one year since my last post. Lot of things happened and I take my keyboard today, during NEWS and Arashi's Anniversary, to tell you a bit more about me and what's happening in my life :3
I took a huge step in my life and I'm wishing I did the right one.
During one year and a half straight (and a total of 3 in the company), I worked as a manager of a ''huge'' website (60'000 members - a lot when you know that it's from Switzerland only). Mostly alone, and then with a co-worker under me, I did my best during all that time. However, as the perfectionist that I am, I gave myself too much in the project until I understood I went too far. Giving more than getting, discovering the human real nature (egoistical and thinking that everything on the internet is done easily when you in fact took a whole lot of your working and free time to do it), I lost all my motivation. I'm only 21 years old and people tend to forget about that - even my co-workers as I'm a full time worker since 2 years when at my work, there was an apprentice that was one year younger than me...
I choose to stop working there and start a new school in Development of Software (that will last 3 years). So I finished working at the end of August and I'm starting the school on Tuesday. From what I know, in my year (out of 4 class in Computer Science) there will be only 2 girls (for around 80 guys...). I fear it a bit because I've always been shy and without much friends.. I only get to open with people when I can talk about Japan...
During this year, I was still on the fandom but really well hided. I'm still an Arashi and NEWS fan (And I wish them both a HAPPY ANNIVERSARY), loving Massu way too much for my heart, enjoying and shipping Ohmiya, reading as much Fics as possible and using more money than I should on Johnny's CDs, DVDs, Magazines and Concert Goodies. New things are that it's been one year that I'm learning Japanese and that right now I'm in a DRAMA mode (watching as much dramas as possible O.o)
I apologize for my silence these past months, where I haven't post anything, didn't took care of the old old old request I got, not even talking on Skype anymore. I can take a lot of time to answer but I do answer to every LJ message I get so feel free to contact me on it ;) I'm connected everyday to read you! By the way, I'm only adding friends back when they send me a message / comment first.
As I don't know what I should do with this LJ now, I would like to know your opinion about it :) Right now I'm thinking about something along the line of a Blog Photo and keeping a frequent rhythm (like once a week or month). Would you read and/or comment on something like that?
I miss you all :) And comments are really welcome ! (and feel free to give me advice as to how get well accepted in a new school XD)